Some of you know that I’ve been going through some rough times because of my parents’ divorce last year and right now things are taking a turn for the worse. I really hate ranting this kind of things, but right now my mom and I are going through stress because my dad hasn’t given us “my” pension for the month (I say “my” because in the end what little he gives us goes straight to bills and food) and we are practically out of money for food and gas for college right now.. My mom has been both sick and depressed by how he has been treating us and I am growing stressed and depressed myself at having to see my mom the way she is now. My dad has been purposely neglecting us because even though he complains he does not have money, he clearly spends a lot on drinks and his friends. I had to go today to my grandpa to ask him for money, and even though he did give us some, he clearly does not care about our problems, saying that we have to resolve this ourselves and even goes as far as to blame part of this on my mom, which surprise makes thing even worse for her.
There is so much more going on but I can’t even bring myself to write all of it, so in the end all I want to ask is for your guys help.. I have a commission sheet [x] and I was hoping to do some commissions to be able to earn some money to help get by for the time being and I also put up a donation button on the blog in hopes for some extra help if possible. There is no fixed amount since anything would be greatly appreciated.
I’m sorry for the long post, I don’t like having to bother people like this, but I’m reaching my limit to the point that I am growing tired of putting up a smile everyday so to not upset nor worry my mom nor anyone else..